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I am sorry for being gone. My father had another stroke and after a couple months of hell he lost his fight and passed away. I was with him and he was peaceful. I have taken the time to heal and heading back to work. I didn’t get married. My father had a stroke a couple days before I was supposed to take the big plunge and we called it off. Maybe later ?

Hanged Man

The Hanged Man is a card of suspended animation, although this man does tell us that he is being restricted by some force in his life. It could be a dead-end job, a dead-end relationship, or simply a life that is unfulfilled because there is no action. It also suggests that you are clinging to something that is not fulfilling you. Maybe you have hopes and dreams pinned on a love that is not good for you, or on a job that will get you nowhere. Whatever you are waiting for, when the Hanged Man appears, his message is, you need to let go and move on. It may take a sacrifice of some sort, and it will likely be a painful one, but once you do, you will find the sacrifice sets you free.

Not so great for me 🙂
Blessings to you

Memory Lane

Last night I took a strong Epsom salts bath and had my music on. During the  Scottish Melody Song my body floated away and I saw myself as a young woman looking over the water waiting for my love to come home from what I felt was the war. I literally came out of it bawling so hard I was having trouble catching my breath.  I know that was one of my past lives, but it’s the first time it was brought into focus for me.

I do have one past life that I dreamed of all my life, since as long as I can remember and that too was during a war. I seemed to have lost all of my loves in war-time. I had the hardest time resting last night and laid in my bed thinking of the way things were, and what I miss in this lifetime. Now that I am an empty nester and the kids live so far away, I am only here in this area because I have to care for my parents. I am the only one of us siblings left who won’t rip them off and put them in a home. I know what regrets are, and when my parents go, I want no regrets.

So for all the times I just took for granted that the people in my life would just be there all the time, I am sorry. God some days I want to reach into the past and snatch a few moments back. Moments I didn’t say thank you, moments I didn’t look at him in amazement of the man he was (hubby) and say God you’re awesome to me.  I can only bring them back in my dreams.

So, here’s to memory lane..

My 2nd husband and I did not have children together, but he took mine in like they were his own. My grandkids love their papaw. My husband had his first heart attack in 2000 and went into full heart failure in 2008. I miss our life being so good.

Above is my grandson with his Papaw (my husband). Every time I would cook to feed Mark it was the sweetest thing, he had to sit on papaw and always said, “Thank you Papaw, this is good Papaw”. LOL When I cooked it!!

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Above are three of my grandsons. I miss these boys so much! They live so far away now, they are teenagers now and my heart aches to see them.

Above are my three granddaughters whom I miss like mad! Two are 10 now and the other still small. Grandma Pie misses you ladies today.

Above are random shots of my life, my family. My boys and their families. My dog richocet sticking his tongue out lol.

So with all the past lives we have, I know it’s fun to look for them and experience them, they can teach us why we are how we are today, let’s try not to get so wrapped up in past lives that we don’t see what is right in front of us because it’s truly a wonderful life! I have so much love in this life it’s just amazing.

Live with no regrets of things unsaid.

Blessings

Around We Go

In my line of work people tend to come around then go and it’s a cycle. I know retrograde brings people from our past back around to us, but it also appears to be a cycle in our lives we lather, rinse, repeat. I have callers that call daily on my main line, I do not share my main line on here but do the other I am very happy with sharing. I prefer to get my calls at home of course but not everyone is comfortable with that and it’s okay, I understand, because it’s connecting on an entirely higher level. People are happy with remaining under their assumed name, it makes them feel safe and that’s okay with me.

I seem to be more comfortable with the female callers, we connect better for some reason and this is odd because in my personal life I am a man’s girl. All of my friends are male. I mean best friends from my childhood, we still hang, we still talk, we still laugh, they still protect me, they still spoil me, in real life, all my friends are men. In my professional life, I connect with women more. I love our talks, I love our readings, I crave it, I enjoy it and that is another reason I prefer the calls at home, it’s half the price and I can take my time and not feel rushed and also deduct minutes when I feel we were just talking and connecting.

Today retrograde was at it’s finest, for one, my pc is still working! Yaa me! Then I get a call on my main line from a man I had not spoken to in five years. Then I got a call from him yet again asking a few questions he had forgotten to ask, and here we go. The connection clicked, he’s excited, and although I am happy to help him, and although the connection was strong and open, I am uncomfortable. Uncomfortable because what is it about men who always have to tip their toe over that line a little? Why do they always have to say something sexual or private? I try to be professional, this is my career for goodness sakes, yet it seems when one goes away and stops calling you, and you feel some relief that they are gone because saying sexual things while getting a tarot reading is unacceptable, another steps up to take his place.

I can say that 98% of men are respectful and thoughtful and only there for the reason of guidance. I hope to only have those call me. Time to smudge.

Blessings and Love, remember to respect your reader, she’s opening her energy and life to you, don’t break that trust. Saying inappropriate things in a huge no-no and a large turn off.

PS contact form is for home readings, $1.00 a minute through paypal. Have a blessed day.